horse-riding

first time experience of the horse-riding was on 23rd August 2008.

i don't have the gutsy to ride by my own.

and i considered myself as brave enough to ride it.

thanks to abang kuda!!!

RM 1/round!!!

it was worthy after all.

was so happy :D

sharing the happy moment with Ekin :)

Wassalam.

Love,
`Aainaa NR
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designer

intelligence came across my mind this morning,

when i was thinking of going back home.

suddenly, snap!!!

i made 2 pieces of mind concepts, literally!!!

"to reach your destination, you've got to have the ticket and be on the right plane" - ANR©2008

yeah!!! proud of myself, when i think about it.

another one;

"you are the designer of your own self. you'll be the interior designer, as well as the exterior designer. both of them are important, in order to create a person that is so-called "you". so, design yourself well" - ANR©2008

Wassalam.

Love,

`Aainaa NR

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nature

leaves of a tree + the morning sun with the scanty clouds + golf course in USM Kubang Kerian

think about other things as well.

we're not able to see the gases; oxygen, carbon dioxides.

we're not able to see the moistness.

the things that we can see are important.

but not to denied, the things that we're not able to see are important too.

spend some of our time,

let us just think about it.

how great the Creator is?

Subhanallah.

{credits to Kak Yan for the photo}

Wassalam.

Love,
`Aainaa NR
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she

why must she?

she is one of the bestest gift
a gift from Allah The Almighty

she understands like no one else. we seem to understand each other, i.e. friendship, loving affairs, cats, books, knowledge. everything she understood.

without her, life is not cheerful enough.

without her, life will be too dull.

without her, i will not be this strong.

you made my day so bright. not only my day. you made every moment of my life more valuable, more priceless.

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me.

thanks a lot, zuha!!!

Wassalam.

Love,

`Aainaa NR

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Medical Student Who Is Striving Hardly for M.D. [May Allah SWT bless]

hard core

okies.. hard core of medicine has started from today onwards.. and welcome back to the world of struggling, and kiss goodbye to the world of relaxing... arghh~ whatever the world you live in, try to be happy with it and enjoy it as well.. no matter what it is, you've got to enjoy whatever you are doing.. that is what i'm trying to do, Insya Allah..

yeah.. that's the beauty part of School of Medical Sciences, USM Kubang Kerian!!!

so, this hard core stuff begins with obstetrics & gynaecology block.. and the lect begins with anatomical part.. a whole day of anatomy.. i didn't manage myself to read about it before the lecture started. so, quite blurred about the ovary and it's origin... that was totally my fault. i've got time to read it last nite, but i slept.. haha~ so now, better off with those lecture notes.. if not, am gonna be missing for the rest of the days in my own imagination & day-dreaming..

Wassalam.

Love,
`Aainaa NR
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no time?

Gonna have Chess Master 2008 today. it's gonna be a hectic day [i supposed]. and there will be no time for myself to do my own things [things that i should be doing + pampering my own passion]. but no time? sigh~!! that's not the right word to describe [i think].. we are given 24 hours per day, and yet, no time? got to be kidding!!!

Dr. Sheikh once said, "You know when people come and tell me that they don't have time. Saya memang pantanglah bagi saya. To me that masa memang panjang sehari. We have 24 hours in a day. Usually, you have to be able to divide your time."

I listened to his advice. I started to think about it. And all of a sudden, my thought started to change. We do have 24 hours a day. I started to plan my daily life. Day by day, i plan. I don't have to plan a week ahead plan which could be not so fix. this is what i've always trying to do everyday since i heard his motivation: to be able to divide my time.

Motivation seems to be very good in shaping myself a future doctor [Insya Allah]. That is how you build your own mind perception. Whether you want to be in +ve or -ve, it's all up to you. But for me, trying to be the best you can be is already among the best parts of life.

Allah The Almighty send us to this world, not to enjoy our life for nothing. He send us for the sake of worshipping Him. whatever we do, and if we do it to fulfill our responsibility and of course for the sake of Allah, Insya Allah (with Allah will), we will be blessed by Him. When that happens, our life is filled with An-Nur [light (cahaya)] and our day will be much easier. How good that can be, right? just think about it.

Wassalam.

Love,

`Aainaa NR

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skipping

yeah... for the very first time in my 3rd year life of being a medical student, i'm going to skip Thursday class which is on 25th Sept 2008 [anyway, the class is only about quiz + some feedbacks which don't contribute marks to our exam at all] Yay!!!!

i'll be back home on 24th of Sept 08 by flight on 3p.m.. i have asked Ayah to book the tickets.. and Ayah already booked the ticket.. Ayah booked the tickets for Faten and Alia as well.. i just can't wait for some more time.

ticket : RM 15.00

taxes : RM 53.50

total : RM 68.5o

so, it only costs us RM68.50 per pax.. darn!!! so cheap for the price of skipping a priceless class!!!! but, who cares? for the sake of Eid Mubarak, no body does seem to care!!! [yeah rite laa, aainaa!!! (^_^)]

Wassalam.

Love

`Aainaa NR

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wonder is a thinking process

just arrived USM Kubang Kerian this morning.

but i already started to miss home.

should i go back home next week?

~i wonder~

Wassalam.

Love
`Aainaa NR
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happy happy happy (^_^)

i got a personal photo from Farhana.
a personal photo of Dr. Sheikh [my motivator].

wink~ wink~!!

YAY!!!

what else can i say, instead of THANKSSS!!!

was so happy.
am still happy.
will be happy.

Wassalam.

Love
`Aainaa NR
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Medical Student Who Is Striving Hardly for M.D. [May Allah SWT bless]

q & a session

When someone asked you,
"Why you want to be what you are going to be?"

What is the suitable answer for that kind of question?
What is the correct answer for that kind of question?

I don't think there will be an appropriate answer for such a question.

It's too individualistic. It's too intuitively.

I mean, the answer will be different from one with another. And there's no absolute evidence-based answer for it.

No literal-minded.
It's just a piece of individual's thoughts.

Wassalam.

Love
`Aainaa NR
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